My best friend Lexi and I split ways in April when our lives forked in very different directions. I believe in living a life of moderation, but she found it difficult to find the balance. After court dates, school trials, and parental intervention, she still didn't let it change her ways. She no longer cared for herself and therefore couldn't care for me. She treated me like trash and the more I tried to empathize with her the more she pushed me away. Now there is nothing left except anxiety and empty space between us.
My sister got stolen by her future husband. I don't harbor any bad feelings towards either of them and know they are in the next phase of life. My whole life I have been the baby and all my siblings got to go where I couldn't follow. One by one they left for college until all that was left was me in a big empty house. The truth is though that I miss her and I'm going to the rest of my life. She has once again gone where I cannot follow. I miss not having a person to be around who didn't make me edit my life. She knew everything about me and now there is noone who I can be around without having to put a face on for. It has caused me to isolate myself and I seem to be spending more time alone.
Lastly, Im sure we dont even have to say his damn name. Frankly I dont want to. But yeah- there WAS him too.