Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Rad Pics of the Day

I love when a boy can give me goosebumps... they mean your skin agrees with your heart
What I want right now... a hot man and some good food
Yes I still wear pigtail braids...
I love his swag...
I know a guy is the right one when I am content just laying on a mattress with him all day
I wanna go home... to whoever he is

Monday, November 28, 2011


All that could be. All that was lost.


Monday, November 14, 2011


Brett totally looks like Paul Walker!!! So hot
Love the lace...
Hello new hair cut/color
HOW amazing is this!?! Im in love...
Fort time.
Great idea for a staircase.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

St. George

Just had the most amazing weekend in St George. I feel so blessed that I had the opportunity to spend time with such amazing people. We shared so many laughs and great conversations. I loved seeing the Fab Four Show. It started raining on us, but we put our ponchos on and kept singing along and dancing. It was hilarious. Everything about the weekend was perfect, I can't imagine any way it could have been better.

LIfe never seizes to surprise me. Brett and I were talking at a park on Saturday about how funny it is that he and I found ourselves at this park in St. George together. A scenario that I would have thought completely improbable. Yet, there I was. I found myself opening myself up again- sharing thoughts, memories, feelings.

I realized something really important this weekend. No matter how bad things get, or how hard the trials are that I have to endure, things will work out. I know they will because they always have. I have lived a truly blessed life and there is no reason why it wont continue to just keep getting better and better.


Just like the movies

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


LOVE this commercial. LOVE my subaru

Friday, October 14, 2011

Ever After

I love this movie and have always adored this song. If I were to walk down the aisle someday, I would do so in an old cathedral with a choir singing this song.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Sunday, September 18, 2011


Yes I am a total nerd and I love Indian Pop. hahahah I discovered this song on the Bend it Like Beckham soundtrack. Fun stuff

Monday, September 5, 2011

Inside Our Crackerbox Palace: Found these pictures... They were taken a couple y...

Inside Our Crackerbox Palace: Found these pictures... They were taken a couple y...: Found these pictures... They were taken a couple years ago, so I don't really remember why or what we were doing but they always make me lau...

Friday, September 2, 2011

Music Update

My new favorite song.. I love all the different ways I come across new music. This one was on a mix CD at work. I love the place this song takes me. Their new album is called Autumn of the Seraphs... :) of course.

"That weird smell in the air when you somehow get outside in the morning of the harsh sun is baking the night off of the concrete. It makes you feel as if you've been missing something, and of course you have. One wonders how many experiences one will miss during their short time on earth just by doing what they would normally do everyday. There is almost always somewhere that you'd rather be, whether you know it or even think it�s possible or not. I think I'll sleep on the roof tonight. When I was a kid, I would bring my guitar, my radio, and a couple of pillows up there and watch packs of coyotes invade the neighbor's backyards chasing rabbits. There is always so much more going on, even right next to people, than they would ever know about. How many times have you been able to say to yourself that there was absolutely no place you'd rather be? Have you ever thought that and then something even better happened? How about when something horrible happened and you just wish that you had just waited an extra hour before getting out of bed and everything would have turned out different. There are people for whom denying themselves pleasure makes them feel the most alive. I�m not sure if that would make life more or less difficult. This has nothing at all to do with Pinback's new album, 'Autumn of the Seraphs'." - Rob Crow

Wednesday, August 31, 2011


Went to the Def Leppard and Heart concert up at the Usana tonight... such a great time. Dancing away. We sat in the VIP section right next to the light and music operator.... Im hot sticky, sweet.

Monday, August 22, 2011


I went to Adele last night at the Gallivan Center downtown SLC. She is so charming and amazing live. Her music is unreal as is her personality; so cute and quirky. Classy beyond her years. I loved looking around and seeing everyone connecting with her and her music on such an intimate level. We couldn't help but think of the people we have lost in love...

This song really resonated with me. I love how in the video she gets all chocked up at the end.

Come thou Fount

Had a wonderful talk with my dad this morning. Helping me grasp the fact that I need to regain some faith.... Im grateful that God blessed me with such an amazing man as a father and mother.
Why is faith so hard to have? Accepting something that my mind cannot understand is such a challenge for me. I know there is a God. I know He loves me. Beyond that I can have some real doubts.... makes life hard.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Sunday Funday

I had the most amazing Sunday! I thought that I had to work up at Sundance, but my schedule was changed so I had the morning off. Being half way to Park City, I thought I would just head on up and have some brunch. I stopped in Midway at this little coffee shop that was decorated so cute with all these old antiques. I think it was called the Fill Up Station. Then on to Park City! Little did I know that they have an amazing farmer's market on main street! I walked around, bought some peaches and almonds, and watched the drag queen show! It was the best farmers market I have ever been to! Then I stopped in at an Asian Cusine place that had seating outside right on Main and I ate some delicious sushi and salad.
After work I had the coolest experience!! One of the guys I work with invited me to go on a midnight raft of the Provo River! So amazing. It was lightning and thundering to the right of us and I could see the full moon to the left. We were laughing and joking and singing songs the whole way down. One of the coolest things I have done in Provo.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Katy Perry

Katy Perry is my favorite artist. It was so amazing to go to her concert and sing along to all the songs! She is a superfox .... I want her to be my best friend. So unique. A completely unapologetic aura for who she really is. Much to learn from her...

Lots of sparkles at this concert... my kind of girl.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What *you* would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Now and Then

This is one of my favorite movies. Summertime and girlfriends always makes me think of it. I love this story, not to mention the great soundtrack of 70s music.

Ashley, Lilli, Clara

My friends came!!!!! I cant even tell you how amazing it was to see them. CLARA, ASHLEY, and LILLI! They came down to stay with me for a couple days and catch up. It felt amazing to be myself around them again. They were full of compliments, love, and fun.
I was so inspired by them, with all the things they are doing. They impressed me to seek out my talents again and continue to follow my dreams.
Monday we ate dinner at the Foundry Grill and then we went to Deer Creek and jumped off the dock into the water! SO funny. We all stripped, held hands, and jumped in. It couldn't have been more beautiful.... clear, cool water, bright stars above, mountains all around, laughing and joking.
Tuesday we had an amazing brunch then went shopping all day in Salt Lake. Then we had dinner at La Casita. After, we went for a walk on my road and ended up having a dance party under the overpass. Next thing I know Ashley is naked and running through the sprinklers. So OF COURSE we all have to follow suit. We are running around naked in these sprinklers by the ancestry.com building and this old security guard comes out of nowhere and starts yelling at us that we have one minute to get in the car and get out of there! We were screaming and trying to find our clothes to get in the car. hahahahah Must have been quite the spectacle. We didnt stop laughing for an hour.
They were the most perfect two days I have had since high school. Unbelievable. I love those girls so much. Im so lucky I have them! I miss them so much!

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Did you know...

I love tree houses! Good stuff went down in my tree house growing up.
It is still wierd for me to be living in the same place as you with so much room between us.
I love APPLES!!! I can't get enough. Apple anything is fine in my book.
One day I am going to just let myself get lost on a train in Europe. Seeing the back country of Germany, untouched by society was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life.
You still come to my mind everytime someone kisses me. I guess that is how I will know when I find the one. You will finally be put in your place as the forgotten nothing. Right where you belong.
Without books this world would be a lost and lonely place.