Friday, December 21, 2012

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Saturday, December 8, 2012

What guys lie about

Jenna Marbles is so funny!

*Disclaimer- she swears a lot, so be warned...

Sunday, November 4, 2012

DO you not think that far ahead?

I've been thinking about forever.

Monday, October 29, 2012

They really want you...

Someday you will ache...

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Fields of Gold. Skies of Gray.

I had to get away this past weekend; had one hell of a week and I was missing my schwest so much! I literally didn't want to move unless it was in a direction that led me closer to her.  Next thing I know, Im on a plane and my sister is in my arms.  Nothing better.  She is remarkable.  A true gem.  It was rainy in Seattle the whole time, but I didn't mind at all; I was with my sisssstttteeerrr and her beautiful, happy, baby.  We did so much: got lost in an alice in wonderland themed corn maze, ate Ivar's on the dock, made homemade popcorn balls, went shopping, ate Cassies bomb freakin dig French Toast made from homemade bread, ate at the Rainforest Cafe (yes... we did a lot of eating), ate at Justin's mom's house, put a mustache on Daphne, fed Daphne a lime (ok, so maybe I did that... ok ok and put the stache on Daphne while  Cassie rolled her eyes, but stop getting hung up on the details), did pear tasting experiments (very exotic.. you ask the produce man which two are the best and then you eat them), ate free wieners from a German man (again, those details! give it a rest), and catapulted pumpkins..

 Are you wondering how Daphne is standing on her own? I'll never tell!

 Did that face just make you laugh out loud!? How hilarious is she!? I think she is going to have a fabulous sense of humor... just a hunch...
 Here I am just explaining all about the Queen of Hearts...
Here I am making her cry......  

Here I am feeding her a piece of baby corn. Baby corn did I say? Why, yes. Yes, I did.
 She is diggin it!!!
 (I wish I had the pic of the weiner to insert here.)
 Ok, you win Cass... yes Im glad you made the produce man take our picture.  This is one of my favorites from my trip...
 The Daph pre feeding. The rattle pre cleaning. Both happened a lot that day..

Fish are an excellent distractor if you ever need one for a baby.  Just sayin. 
From Seattle, with love 

Wasn't all that it seemed

I know it wasn't always wrong
But i've never known a winter so cold
No I don't want my hands in the cold
But I still hope
Cause this is how things ought to have been
And I know the words are there
Wasn't all that it seemed
Why can't I dream
Why can't I dream
Cause I know you care

Monday, October 15, 2012

I can't afford..

to wait for you to see red again.

Time With the Little Beauty

Im kinda a weirdie auntie...

She is so beautiful!!!!

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

It's time to live and let die

Do you know what's worth fighting for?When it's not worth dying for?Does it take your breath awayAnd you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?And you look for a place to hide?Did someone break your heart inside?You're in ruins
One, 21 gunsLay down your arms, give up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the roadAnd you lost all sense of controlAnd your thoughts have taken their tollWhen your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glassAnd the hangover doesn't passNothing's ever built to lastYou're in ruins
One, 21 gunsLay down your arms, give up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky, you and I
Did you try to live on your ownWhen you burned down the house and home?Did you stand too close to the fireLike a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let dieAnd you can't get another trySomething inside this heart has diedYou're in ruins
One, 21 gunsLay down your arms, give up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky
One, 21 gunsLay down your arms, give up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky, you and I

Sunday, September 30, 2012

What will you end up with?

"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. And I'm not hearing any heart. Cause the truth is, honey, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. "

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Believe whateveR makEs you Think you are jusTified

You want to believe that I am a monster. I think that makes it easier for you to reconcile what happened... all that was lost. Now all that is left to face are the facts. You tell me I am heartless and that I never really loved you, but Im not the one who moved on. Call it self preservation, call it whatever you want. But if you really let yourself know the truth, we both know what that means. Looks like I was the fool in love all along. I wasn't the one who played you, I was the one terrified the whole time because I knew what I had to lose. I can trick myself all I want, but my tears don't lie.

Dont you take the easy way out

My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah.

No, it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? Thirty years from now, forty years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him- go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again, if I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out~

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Dancing with Akon

I had totally forgotten about this video! But another crazy event in the life of Mitzi... dancing on stage with Akon. You can only really see me at the end of the video on the far left in a gold dress :) (1:04 I turn around and face Akon. I looked somewhat less than amused... hahahah)


Sunday, July 22, 2012

Truth can never be buried

I saw the new Batman movie last night.  The thoughts it inspired in me were, I'm sure, very different from most people who saw it. What struck me the most was the remembrance of Harvey Dent.  He was an honorable man,  a man who fought against those who tried to harm and intimidate in order to obtain more power.  Because of the horrific events he endured, he became what he had once fought against.  He emerged as two faced, an irrational, angry, and violent man.  He believed he had nothing left to fight for.  Upon his death, those who knew the monster he had become chose to remain silent.  They chose to allow the people to remember him as the saint, not the villain, even though he was both.  They chose to lie and recreate the events that had transpired in order to protect the people they loved and served.
In the third Batman movie, I saw the aftermath of what recreating events, believing you are serving a greater good, really creates.  It creates injustice.  It creates a greater pain and suffering for everyone later on.  Truth is always the right option.  Facing the facts is always the right thing to do.  Accepting actions that are your responsibility is the right thing to do.  Accepting the consequences of those actions with grace is the honorable thing to do.
Sometimes I wonder if finally facing the truth, even though the majority of the outcomes were painful, was the right thing to do.  Sometimes I wonder if I should have let things die allowing you to be the saint you believed yourself to be. But we can't hide from the truth.  Truth can never be buried. 

Saturday, July 21, 2012


Nowadays sleeping without nightmares of you has become a very challenging thing to do.  Throughout the day I am haunted with memories of us, which become the unconscious horrors at night. This album by Coldplay inspired some of those horrors.  This acoustic version offered a way to face the music and heal.  It inspired me to realize that I can still enjoy the lovely things in life, even though you may have been a part of them at one point of my life.  In addition, I have resolved that when I close my eyes at night, my dreams will be of paradise.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Finding our truth

I have neglected you all and to make it up to you... here is your Summer ANTHEM!