Sunday, September 30, 2012

What will you end up with?

"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. And I'm not hearing any heart. Cause the truth is, honey, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. "

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Believe whateveR makEs you Think you are jusTified

You want to believe that I am a monster. I think that makes it easier for you to reconcile what happened... all that was lost. Now all that is left to face are the facts. You tell me I am heartless and that I never really loved you, but Im not the one who moved on. Call it self preservation, call it whatever you want. But if you really let yourself know the truth, we both know what that means. Looks like I was the fool in love all along. I wasn't the one who played you, I was the one terrified the whole time because I knew what I had to lose. I can trick myself all I want, but my tears don't lie.

Dont you take the easy way out

My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah.

No, it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? Thirty years from now, forty years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him- go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again, if I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out~